On the homepage of my website, you'll see an image of me not that long ago. I look stressed in the face, lost and sad in my eyes. At this point, I was destroyed. I didn't know who I was. I was lost. I just existed as best I could. Suicide was the only way out I knew - I was too scared to leave and too ashamed to tell my family how bad it was. Click on the image and it takes you to the first of my domestic abuse articles.
Today, I am still dark beneath the eyes - recovery can be a long process. But I will get there and you can too.
Yes, I have family and two close friends. I was allowed to speak to my two close friends as I'd told him they knew nothing. He would not allow me to speak to my sister. It is difficult to explain.
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